The other day i got my diploma ... and i cant help thinking how weird it is. No more high school. No more getting up at 6am just to get to school before 7:40. No more high school drama..... Im glad but at the same time... a little sad.... I wish i spent my time doing better things..... I wish I was in a play or musical.... or actually sang in the Talent show... I wish i was able to stick with ceramics and my trumpet.

but i didnt... which makes me a little sad .... *sigh* i was thinking how when i was little (probably 6) that i wanted to be older already... well now im older and i have no clue what to do.... i have a scholorship that i really dont have a use for at the moment.... i want to go to art collage .... i want to go to community collage.... i want to take a year off school first.... im pummeled with decisions.... all of which i must make before July 1st.... (that is when my scholorship will become invalid if i dont apply for a school)

i am glad i graduated though.... but before i go to collage i need a car and an income.... and a license ... thats kinda important.....

decisions decisions decisions.....*sigh* ... i feel like an old man sometimes....